Stay

Stay 因为夜太美
寂寞的月亮
需要星星陪

Stay 不管夜多黑
不管天会亮
不去想明天

带我飞
远远的
到天涯
到海角
浩瀚的
天际里
只要有你陪
也许苦
也许甜
不害怕
不后悔
因为爱
让我们再也分不开

(Just) Stay
Stay 因为夜太美
寂寞的月亮
需要星星陪

Stay 就算是不对
就算是沉伦
错误也是美

带我飞
远远的
到天涯
到海角
浩瀚的
天际里
只要有你陪
也许苦
也许甜
不害怕
不后悔
因为爱
让我们再也分不开

(Just) Stay Stay
带我飞
远远的
到天涯
到海角
浩瀚的
天际里
只要有你陪
也许苦
也许甜
不害怕
不后悔
因为爱
让我们再也分不开
(Just) Stay Stay

how i wish you can stay by my side or i can stay by your side but that dream seems further away now

happy birthday to me

happy birthday to me

happy birthday to me...

happy birthday to me =)

i am 21..whoohoo can finally vote?? can finally watch r21 movies???(well the artistic ones of course)

my first birthday wish is for my family to be happy and stay healthy, all my family members can be blessed..

my second birthday wish is secret

my third birthday wish is for me to reflect on my past and plan for the future..with hope and what has beens are already in the past..i must learn to look forward =)

had a blessed day with my mum today..very happy now

身為一道彩虹　雨過了就該閃亮整片天空
讓我深愛的你感到光榮

身為一道彩虹　盡全力也要換你一段笑容
夠了　我愛你　不必人懂　

只要不醒過來　這就不是夢
請看著我　請擁抱我　體溫別流走

好多話想說　好多事要做
請天空給我　請時間給我　再多一點停留

親愛的你　若有感動　請牢記在心中
下一次下雨　你能看見的　那道彩虹　不再可能是我

i just ran teh mizuno wave run today..it is an ORD celebration as well as for you..a form of farewell bah..i ran and ran and the pain in my legs cannot rival the pain in my heart as i now have to learn to say goodbye to you even though i am still thinking and dreaming of you every day and night

but time will heal everything and i hope to find my next rainbow

self reflection when alone

can't forget you

you took me on a roller coaster ride
your smile makes me high
your tears make me cry
i just wanna stay by your side

will i ever see your laughter
will we ever be together
all the answers sail into never
but i will wait for you forever

can you stop saying i'm nice
can you stop saying being friends will suffice
everytime i see you with other guys
my heart just break into a million pieces

i walk alone on the streets
thinking why i can't forget you
i can't understand why i lost my love
i shoudl stop imagining the answers

everywhere i turn i see happiness
people around me singing
people aroudn me joking
but i just drown myself in sadness

there is noone standing by my side
just a can of beer lying on the right
my heart just feel so tight
as i bid you goodbye tonight

watch you go on your way
in other guy's arms you sway
i decide that i won't stay
all the love i show do not pay

when i thought there was hope
i was all but a dope
i should clean my eyes with soap
and see that the answer will be nope


i think it is time for me to let go..two plus years i have liked you..and two plus years i have pressurised you, perhaps letting you go is the best both for me and you...i am sorry for hurting you, i am sorry for stressing you

知足

五月天 知足

怎麼去拥有 一道彩虹
怎麼去拥抱 一夏天的风
天上的星星 笑地上的人
总是不能懂 不能知道足够

如果我爱上 你的笑容 要怎麼收藏 要怎麼拥有
如果你快乐 不是为我 会不会放手 其实才是拥有

当一阵风吹来 风筝飞上天空
为了你而祈祷 而祝福 而感动
终於你身影 消失在人海尽头 才发现 笑著哭 最痛

那天你和我 那个山丘 那样的唱著 那一年的歌
那样的回忆 那麼足够 足够我天天 都品嚐著寂寞

当一阵风吹来 风筝飞上天空
为了你而祈祷 而祝福 而感动
终於你身影 消失在人海尽头 才发现 笑著哭 最痛

如果我爱上 你的笑容 要怎麼收藏 要怎麼拥有
如果你快乐 不是为我 会不会放手 其实才是拥有

知足的快乐 叫我忍受心痛
知足的快乐 叫我忍受心痛

this song reflects my mood now..everyone is telling me to let go..i will find a more suitable person in the future..i like her but now i think i can only let go now..

i promise her that i would make her happy..and now i think i have failed in my task because of my persistence and now she is annoyed..i thought that fate would bring us together again and that we can have a future together..but..sigh..

i really thought i can forget about her but after so long, i still can't..australia is not so far away yet i feel that we are now so far apart..now i can only learn to let go because i promise her to make her smile yet i cannot keep my promise..now letting go probably is the best thing to make her feel happy and stay cheerful..

i would rather be the one bearing all the pain and feeling sad rather than making her unhappy so if letting go will allow me to achieve that goal..maybe i will have to be determined enough to do it

courage

courage is something we all need yet lack sometimes...

courage allows us to do things so that we would not regret later...

lack of courage makes us indecisive and we would be regretting why we had not done so..

i regretted that my lack of courage did not allow me to tell you i love you earlier...

now that i have plucked up my courage to like you, you avoid me and ignore me...

but i hope that i will still have the courage to hold on...hoping that one day we will meet again and i can love you once more

for now, we have to say goodbye

ballet and my love

went to ballet under the stars on saturday...it was a very good concert...the dancers were all very professional and their elegant movements really struck a chord with the audience..

haha there were many kids running around the area..well it was the first time i went for an outdoor picnic event and almost fogot that it was general admission, meaning no seats..couldn't find any picnic mat so we had to sit on cardboards..lol me, yan ling and yihui haha

the kids were very lively, dancing to the music and i even saw a pair of them dancing down the steps..maybe future budding talents are produced at such events when they fall in love with dance..were you also the same at their age??

best thing was when i went to the lucky draw booth..the girl at the booth muttered "omg, it is a guy" well guess i must be the first guy whom they see at a ballet concert -.-''' despite the mosquitoes swarming, it was an enjoyable experience sitting in open air, watching ballet...haha had to move up and down a lot as well as children try to pass me on their way to the toilet..

as i stared at the stage, i imagine her dancing on it..walking on her toes at the sound of the music..shuffling her steps..gliding across the stage..i kept looking around, but there were just too many people, hoping to spot her among the crowd, but i was disappointed...i have been parying since morning, hoping that we can chance upon each other

nowadays, i have been sleeping like a pig..just last last sunday, i slept almost 18 hours straight...maybe because i am feeling tired...or because everytime i sleep, i can dream about you...and when i wake up..i could not see you..so i would rather sleep and think about you...

went back to RJ last monday as well...saw the biodiversity pond..well kinda strange seeing a sort of new ecosystem in our school and also strange rules like no tapaoing food outside of canteen..no buying drinks after 7 pm etc..was joking with my friends, alex, xt and jonny as we sat down to talk about it...

change is bound to happen sometimes..maybe i am not one who adapts well to changes..i misses the old school days where we used to sit around, hang around, studying etc..those were the days, my friends, that we have come to cherish as we move on..why i did not get to know him/her better during our school days...why didn't we take part in that? etc..

for me..why didn't i tell you that i love you earlier..will it change anything?? i promise that no matter what happens, i will never blame you or dislike you, i will always keep you in a place of my heart, thinking of the fond memories..and hoping that one day, we can still share our happiness, joy and everything, no matter how insignificant together...i will continue loving you cos my heart has already been filled by you