用起伏的背影
挡住哭泣的心
有些故事
不必说给
每个人听

许多眼睛
看的太浅太近
错过我没被看见
那个自己
用简单的言语
解开超载的心
有些情绪
是该说给
懂的人听
你的热泪
比我激动怜惜
我发誓要更努力
更有勇气

等 下一个天亮
去上次牵手赏花那里散步好吗
有些积雪会自己融化
你的肩膀是我豁达的天堂
等下一个天亮
把偷拍我看海的照片送我好吗
我喜欢我飞舞的头发
和飘着雨还是眺望的眼光

用简单的言语
解开超载的心
有些情绪
是该说给
懂的人听
你的热泪
比我激动怜惜
我发誓要更努力
更有勇气

等下一个天亮
去上次牵手赏花那里散步好吗
有些积雪会自己融化
你的肩膀是我豁达的天堂
等下一个天亮
把偷拍我看海的照片送我好吗
我喜欢我飞舞的头发
和飘着雨还是眺望的眼光

时间可以磨去我的棱角
有些坚持却永远磨不掉
请容许我
小小的骄傲
因为有你这样的依靠

等下一个天亮
去上次牵手赏花那里散步好吗
有些积雪会自己融化
你的肩膀是我豁达的天堂
等 下一个天亮
把偷拍我看海的照片送我好吗
我喜欢我飞舞的头发
和飘着雨还是眺望的眼光

a nice new song which is quite cool

i like today's class outing but we did stupid things haha

等你等到我心痛
等你等到没有梦
所有感觉已成空
就让一切都随风

等你等到我心痛
我的心情谁会懂
所有真情的感动
已消失无影踪

爱你爱你始终
恨你恨你不懂
我付出的情有多深重
反反复复的爱不能相拥
我真的等你等到心痛
平平淡淡的爱怎能相容

Sean Kingston's Beautiful Girl

Damn all these beautiful girls
They only wanna do your dirt
They'll have you suicidal, suicidal
When they say it's over

[Chorus:] Your way too beautiful girl
That's why it'll never work
You had me suicidal, suicidal
When you say it's over
Damn all these beautiful girls
They only wanna do your dirt
They'll have you suicidal, suicidal
When they say it's over

[Verse 1:] See it started at the park
Used to chill after dark
Oh, when you took my heart
That's when we fell apart
Cause we both thought
That love lasts forever (lasts forever)
They say we're too young
To get ourselves sprung
Oh we didn't care
We made it very clear
And they also said
That we couldn't last together (last together)

[Pre Chorus:] See it's very devine girl
You're a one of a kind
But you mash up my mind
You walked get declined
Oh Lord... My baby is driving me crazy

[Chorus:] Your way to beautiful girl
That's why it'll never work
You had me suicidal, suicidal
When you say it's over
Damn all these beautiful girls
They only wanna do your dirt
They'll have you suicidal, suicidal
When they say it's over

[Verse 2:] It was back in '99
Watchin' movies all the time
Oh when I went away
For doin' my first crime
And I never thought
That we was gonna see each other (see each other)
And then I came out
Mami moved me down South
Oh I'm with my girl
Who I thought was my world
It came out to be
That she wasn't the girl for me (girl for me)

[Pre Chorus:] See it's very devine girl
You're a one of a kind
But you mash up my mind
You walked get declined
Oh Lord... My baby is driving me crazy

[Chorus:] Your way too beautiful girl
That's why it'll never work
You had me suicidal, suicidal
When you say it's over
Damn all these beautiful girls
They only wanna do your dirt
They'll have you suicidal, suicidal
When they say it's over

[Verse 3:] Now we're fussin'
And now we're fightin'
Please tell me why I'm feelin' slighting
And I don't know
How to make it better (make it better)
You're datin' other guys
You're tellin' me lies
Oh I can't believe
What I'm seein' with my eyes
I'm losin' my mind
And I don't think it's clever (think it's clever)

You're way too beautiful girl
That's why it'll never work
You'll have me suicidal, suicidal....

the song is very nice

花的心藏在蕊中
空把花期都错过
你的心忘了季节
从不轻易让人懂
为何不牵我的手
共听日月唱首歌
黑夜又白昼
黑夜又白昼
人生为欢有几何

春去春会来
花谢花会再开
只要你愿意
只要你愿意
让梦划向你心海

春去春会来
花谢花会再开
只要你愿意
只要你愿意
让梦划向你心海

花瓣泪飘落风中
虽有悲意也从容
你的泪晶莹剔透
心中一定还有梦
为何不牵我的手
同看海天成一色
潮起又潮落
潮起又潮落
送走人间许多愁

春去春会来
花谢花会再开
只要你愿意
只要你愿意
让梦划向你心海

春去春会来
花谢花会再开
只要你愿意
只要你愿意
让梦划向你心海

只要你愿意
只要你愿意
让梦划向你心海

a nice song...

不要问
不要说
一切尽在不言中
这一刻
偎著烛光让我们静静的渡过
莫挥手
莫回头
当我唱起这首歌
怕只怕
泪水轻轻的滑落
愿心中
永远留著我的笑容
伴你走过每一个舂夏秋冬

几许愁
几许忧
人生难免苦与痛
失去过
才能真正懂得去珍惜和拥有
情难舍
人难留
今朝一别各西东
冷和热
点点滴滴在心头
愿心中永远留著我的笑容
伴你走过每一个春夏秋冬

伤离别
离别虽然在眼前
说再见
再见不会太遥远
若有缘
有缘就能期待明天
你和我重逢在灿烂的季节

伤离别
离别虽然在眼前
说再见再见不会太遥远
若有缘
有缘就能期待明天
你和我重逢在灿烂的季节

伤离别
离别虽然在眼前
说再见
再见不会太遥远

伤离别
离别虽然在眼前
说再见
再见不会太遥远
若有缘
有缘就能期待明天
你和我重逢在灿烂的季节

不要问
不要说
一切尽在不言中
这一刻
偎著烛光让我们静静的渡过
莫挥手
莫回头
当我唱起这首歌
愿心中留著笑容
伴你渡过每个春夏秋冬

another nice song

别想你
忍不住我提醒自己
伤了心
有些事也要过去
心很痛
痛的不想再做我自己
别回头
情已去缘已尽
很想你
也不是因为失去你
爱了你
用尽我全心全力
一生情
只为这一次与你相遇
情难了 难再续 难再醒

人分飞　
爱相随
那怕用一生去追
我又怎么能追得回
与你相慰
我为你痴 为你累
风雨我都不後悔
我又怎么有路可退
曾经深情
你给了谁

(music)很想你
也不是因为失去你
爱了你
用尽我全心全力
一生情
只为这一次与你相遇
情难了 难再续 难再醒

人分飞　
爱相随
那怕用一生去追
我又怎么能追得回
与你相慰
我为你痴 为你累
风雨我都不後悔
我又怎么有路可退
我如何面对

人分飞　
爱相随
那怕用一生去追
我又怎么能追得回
与你相慰
我为你痴 为你累
风雨我都不後悔
我又怎么有路可退
曾经深情
你给了谁
final nice song lol

do you know how to get from boon lay to paya lebar with $0.67?
well i did that today without cheating SBS of money
the bus broke down just three stops away from my house and yup i had the majority of my ride free of charge
wonder if it was pure unclucky of me or lucky that i get to save 1 buck on my trip.

this has been a roller coaster week for me:
saw a pangolin in the training shed near my company line
quite cool i chased after it but it went to stroll along the road instead.
too bad saf doen't allow the use of camera otherwise i would have captured the surreal picture

somehow my plans for outings don't seem to materialise
can't help it, everyone is just so busy =(
and i am starting to miss people who are going to leave very soon and a sense of longing..
i hope i can stop angsting soon
for those two unfortunate NSF who had passed away, let's observe a minute of silence for them


one of my favourite songs

Christine Glass's My Love Will Get You Home

If you wander off too far, my love will get you home.
If you follow the wrong star, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home.

If the bright lights blinds your eyes, my love will get you home.
If your troubles break your stride, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home.

If you ever feel ashame, my love will get you home.
If its only you to blame, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone, get back on your feet and think of me,
my love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home

If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home,
Boy, my love will get you home

they say that there is a melody for joy, a melody for anger, a melody for sadness
memories, bliss, youth, travel each have their own melody
but do you know that there is a melody for longing and a sense of missing somone whom you love dearly

that melody is now playing in my heart

thanks for friends who always stand by me, listening to me
lol i have been angsting most of the time but i am still quite cheerful and not under depression
now i feel like watching " You don't mess with Zohan"
just because of this catch-line in the trailer...
- ring ring
(cue electronic answering system)
-welcome to the hizbollah terrorist network hotline
-for weapon acquisition please press 1
-otherwise press 0 if you need to speak to our contact person

funny and witty i think this movie will be, so i want to watch it.. anyone interested?lol
yup bought the book The Kite Runner by Khaled Hosseini this morning..reading it now.
very intriguing the plot and touching but kinda depressing

sigh
ok sometimes life is unfair..when you work hard you don't always get the rewards due to certain reasons either luck or what
but we have to accept it c'est la vie as i had said before

ok option 4 for my future is out MOE rejected me
so leave lesser options..then we shall see

i hope my week ahead will be a good one and that next weekend, hopefully can meet up with some friends and just chat lol...

don't cry baby don't cry
don't sigh baby don't sigh
don't try baby don't try
let the tears just dry

decisions

now i am at the crossroads of my life!
for my higher studies:

option 1: stay in singapore, study at NTU, take the biochemistry and traditional chinese medicine double degree
advantages- can probably study medicine in the NUS-Duke medical school for post-graduate or go US do post-grad in medicine
disadvantage: i need a change of environment and this course takes too long..

option 2: apply medicine in germany
advantage: can go germany my dream destination and yeah study there and give myself exposure
disadvantage: expensive due to living costs and might not get in?

option 3: apply medicine in Taiwan
adavantage: cheap and quality of study is there
disadavantage: i will most like stay there and yup..settle down back where i came from since i won't be taking up singaporean citizenship and most likely stay with my family
currently this is also my best viable option to study medicine

option 4: hope that MOE give me scholarship go study linguistics in german in germany
advantage: go germany study for free and can travel around
disadvantage: how to get the scholarship when competition is so fierce..and being a teacher is my last career option

option 5: forget about medicine..let's study aeronautical engineering..in US or UK?
advantage: well teh course seems easier to get in and more universities to choose from..
disadavantage: money where art thou? scholarship? or bank loan..and for US my SAT needs major improvements man

so many choices..so many decisions to make..i am totally lost..is it because i am not focus enough in my career options...

sigh

i just went to watch black book..a very cool movie..
and i also watched narnia with alex lol

but as i walk alone on the streets...a sense of loneliness still engulf me..
maybe because i know...

let me go
let me be free
i shan't think of you anymore...

let me go
let me be free
i shan't be totured nomore


in this lonely lonely world
my heart is sore
i am sure that i saw
that my frozen heart will not taw..

this phone call
by the sea shore
will bring me forever more
heartbreaks