em...

well...

i like my present posting because i have great partners like benjamin and cheo who always cheers me up and makes me laugh with their antics..

i also like my present posting because even though i am a strange person who likes to stay-in camp even though my camp is a stay-out camp, i still manage to find people like michael and adrian who stays in with me..

however, i don't like it here beause my superiors are vey naggy..and some are unreasonable, they flare up like unreasonable stoogies...and yeah have nothing to say..just that their arrows will fly any where...why aren't i an archer..i would have shot them back...

why didn't you tell me that you are back in singapore? do you know that i miss you so much...?
why can't we even meet up?

and why are you ignoring me? did i do something wrong?

sigh...

nejamin and cheo they all ask why i am smiling all the time..because if i don't smile, i will just be sad..and i am just trying to smile and laugh all the time so that the sadness will not overpower me...

forced happiness and how bitter it is, now i finally understand

i eat at cheapo hawker centre
you eat at posh restaurants
i watch dumb movies like "get smart"
you watch artsy movies like "there will be blood"
i listen to pop music
you prefer the indie type
i speak low class english
you speak perfect high class english
i buy my clothes cheap
you wear designer tees
who am i to kid
when i say that i have fallen for you
i think i am only a toad
lusting for swan's flesh
only a clown that's fooling around
you will never like me
because i am never good enough
all i want to let you know is that
even if i am only a joker to you
i am happy
because i can make you smile
and that's all that matters

just for you

后来　我总算学会了　如何去爱
可惜你　早已远去　消失在人海
后来终于在眼泪中明白
有些人　一旦错过就不再
槴子花　白花瓣　落在我蓝色百褶裙上
“爱你”　你轻声说
我低下头　闻见一阵芬芳
那个永恒的夜晚　十七岁仲夏　你吻我的那个夜晚
让我往后的时光　每当有感叹
总想起　当天的星光
那时候的爱情　为什么就能那样简单
而又是为什么　人年少时
一定要让深爱的人受伤
在这相似的深夜里　你是否一样　也在静静追悔感伤
如果当时我们能　不那么倔强
现在也　不那么遗憾
你都如何回忆我　带着笑或是很沉默
这些年来　有没有人能让你不寂寞
后来　我总算学会了　如何去爱
可惜你　早已远去　消失在人海
后来终于在眼泪中明白
有些人　一旦错过就不再
你都如何回忆我　带着笑或是很沉默
这些年来　有没有人能让你不寂寞
后来　我总算学会了　如何去爱
可惜你　早已远去　消失在人海
后来终于在眼泪中明白
有些人　一旦错过就不再
后来　我总算学会了　如何去爱
可惜你　早已远去　消失在人海
后来终于在眼泪中明白
有些人　一旦错过就不再
永远不会再重来
有一个男孩　爱着那个女孩

i like yesterday's steamboat outing

happy birthday xiao ting haha

sorry for being emo last night

i promise to be cheerful now on..

my heart hurts whenever i send you a message because you never reply
but when you did, my heart hurt even more......
maybe our game of hide n seek have ended
but i would rather that i had not heard your answer....

this world has been kind to me, to let me get to know you, to let me see you and meet you, be friends with you and let me fall in love with you...
in the end maybe we are just fated to be friends, good friends only and we will have to stop at that..i feel very sad that this is the end...

because tonight will be the night that i will fall for you
over again
don't make me change my mind
or i won't live to see another day
i swear it's true
because a girl like you is impossible to find
you're impossible to find

your arrows of love shot me and now i am bleeding from the hurt that it has caused me...yet strangely, i am willing to be on the receiving end of your cupid's arrow again

they say time will heal all wounds..*bitter smile i hope so and perhaps a change of environment can create wonders...

but all i can say is that my love for you will still be there...just like in this video...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=blyz4zzruKE&feature=related

it is my favourite song =)

i hope it can show you amply how much is my love for you....

nah you won't even come here, what am i talking about, who am i kidding......

i am but a mortal...who has fallen in love with a princess of high esteem...
her high-class taste i tried to appreciate
her smile makes me smile,
her frown makes me frown
she controlled my emotions...yet now..all has come to a nought

please tell me that time can heal me of my wounds....

敢讲咱的缘分已经尽
空头情诗度阮后半生
红红的夕阳渐渐渐渐渐渐斜西边
你随彩霞慢慢慢慢慢慢消失我眼前

缘分已经尽
缘分已经尽
情网破碎啊
美梦化云烟
心痛交雨内
青春挂目屎
不甘
伤心
痛苦无人知
心爱再会啦
你是我
今生今世的最爱

敢讲咱的缘分已经尽
空头情诗度阮后半生
红红的夕阳渐渐渐渐渐渐斜西边
你随彩霞慢慢慢慢慢慢消失我眼前

缘分已经尽
缘分已经尽
情网破碎啊
美梦化云烟
心痛交雨内
青春挂目屎
不甘
伤心
痛苦无人知
心爱再会啦
你是我今生今世的最爱

缘分已经尽
缘分已经尽
情网破碎啊
美梦化云烟
心痛交雨内
青春挂目屎
不甘
伤心
痛苦无人知
心爱再会啦
你是我今生今世的最爱

a taiwanese song literally in taiwanese very sad song i am sad song

First one by me:

Hide n Seek

Baby, you look so chic
Make me wanna kiss your cheek
Your high-class taste I try to mimic
But in the end I am just too weak

Take you out for wagyu steak
All I got was your meek
How is it to make us tick
What is then the trick

Oh baby I am so sick
Of this game of hide n seek
Memory is like the basket wick
Weaving you into my mind every day and week
Oh baby you are my pick
I just wanna tell you really quick
Loving you is a habit that I just can’t kick

Baby, give your wand a flick
What you’ve got is magic
I know that I am not sleek
I am a sad case that’s tragic

To you I am only a prick
Some guy whom you just wanna get rid
No matter how hard I did
To you I will always be a geek

To you I just seem to be a greek
A stranger who is such an ick
Worthless like a block of brick

another one by me:

我爱你
很想你
你却说你很讨厌我
我到底该如何怎么作
才会让你爱上我

记得这个问题吧
难道我真的不好吗
给你的慰问没有回答
我的心真得很痛啊

海滩上白色的沙
告诉我是该放弃啦
我的心早已经被你践踏
泪水一直在心里割划

你的心里有另一个他
所以装不下我的牵挂
我想自己真的很傻
为何生日时还寄你贺卡

临别时送你的那一束花
只是最后剩下的潇洒
你不高兴我让你骂
那只是从前的回忆啊

生命力的酸甜苦辣
心中有说不出的话
对你的爱早已程式化
想要戒掉也戒不掉啊

a very nice cantonese song that i found

天涯侠医主题曲
爱亦近
林峰
如深呼吸貼近天空愛的心
從天災戰事助人夢裡飛行
願星光終照亮傾出愛的心
微風中笑著願隨互愛精神
心相近
愛越近
似夢似幻似是人生
雖偶遇挫敗有淚印
有淚與共結伴如今
秒秒更迫真

眼望見若意外情急
情總不自禁
能竭盡氣力作護蔭
我真心
就算犧牲
不需要問回贈
越過胸襟
將會讓過萬眾跳出抖震

无止境漂泊没掌声与欢欣
无声的国度助人梦里飞行
愿一天终听着歌声与欢欣
晨曦中暗地独随互爱精神
心相近 愛越近

約會約誓愛是情深
不會讓眼淚往下滲
有淚與共結伴如今
你我更相親
爱就要令告白情感
情總不自禁
如每段故事有烙印
又不禁
就算犧牲
不需要問回贈
越過胸襟
將會讓過萬眾跳出抖震

无止境漂泊没掌声与欢欣
无声的国度助人梦里飞行
愿一天终听着歌声与欢欣
晨曦中暗地独随互爱精神
心相近
愛越近
心相親
愛亦更

nice right? try listening lol

"Fall For You"

The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breathe
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Your impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you i'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may of failed
But I have loved you from the start
Ohhhh

But hold your breathe
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible
So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in
I'm yours to keep
And hold onto your words
Cuz talk is cheap
And remember me tonight
When your asleep

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Your impossible to find

This is the song that best reflects my mood now..i seriously like you but i wonder if you would ever respond...haha i am posted to my new unit..hopefully will lead a nice life there...