Friday, July 25, 2008

em...

well...

i like my present posting because i have great partners like benjamin and cheo who always cheers me up and makes me laugh with their antics..

i also like my present posting because even though i am a strange person who likes to stay-in camp even though my camp is a stay-out camp, i still manage to find people like michael and adrian who stays in with me..

however, i don't like it here beause my superiors are vey naggy..and some are unreasonable, they flare up like unreasonable stoogies...and yeah have nothing to say..just that their arrows will fly any where...why aren't i an archer..i would have shot them back...

why didn't you tell me that you are back in singapore? do you know that i miss you so much...?
why can't we even meet up?

and why are you ignoring me? did i do something wrong?

sigh...

nejamin and cheo they all ask why i am smiling all the time..because if i don't smile, i will just be sad..and i am just trying to smile and laugh all the time so that the sadness will not overpower me...

forced happiness and how bitter it is, now i finally understand

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