Sunday, September 25, 2011

原來我們的距離一直都在
兩個階梯
是個偶然、還是命中注定呢?
我現在也習慣了,搭電扶梯時,必須離上一個人兩個階梯.....
因爲這是我們的小遊戲。

希望你能夠很幸福!
收到了你的簡訊,心中的空白終於完成了,我想沒錯,還是當朋友比較好。
我會珍惜這一段回憶的,還有我還記得我們之間的約定.....
改次(不對,這樣你又要叫我共匪了= =),是下次!我們有機會再去鶯歌,雖然不知道要有多久了嗯

Friday, September 23, 2011

原來我不管到了哪裏,我都還是找不到....

我以爲在新加坡,我心碎了,到了韓國,一樣,現在連在台灣也是,那麽我還能夠逃到哪裏?

把痛苦自己吞忍,繼續保持微笑吧,我想我有身邊的家人和朋友就足夠了,我本來就不應該奢望什麽,是我太貪心了!

好像告訴自己不要苛責自己,任性一點,可是我的任性早已用完了,我的眼淚也早已乾涸了,剩下的只有現在的我。雖然不會不理性,可是心裏還是脆弱的。

今天要到平溪放天燈,本來以爲是尋找幸福之旅,結果卻成了忘卻煩惱的最佳抉擇,希望放了天燈,一切就能夠隨風飄散,而我的祝福也能夠傳達給你,也希望上天能夠看到我,繼續眷顧我。

我好像是最後才知道,不過我想已經無所謂了,演完今天這場戯,明天再傷心,後天就又必須繼續努力了。

我的悲傷留給我自己,你一定要幸福,這已經是我每次喜歡一個人,最後一定會發展出的結局,所以請把我的幸福一起算進去。

能不能讓我 陪著妳走
即然妳說 留不住妳
回去的路 有些黑暗
擔心讓妳 一個人走

我想是因為 我不夠溫柔
不能分擔 妳的憂愁
如果這樣 說不出口
就把遺憾 放在心中

把我的悲傷 留給自己
妳的美麗 讓妳帶走
從此以後 我再沒有
快樂起來的理由

把我的悲傷 留給自己
妳的美麗 讓妳帶走
我想我可以忍住悲傷
可不可以 妳也會想起我

是不是可以 牽妳的手呢
從來沒有 這樣要求
怕妳難過 轉身就走
那就這樣吧 我會了解的

把我的悲傷 留給自己
妳的美麗 讓妳帶走
從此以後 我再沒有
快樂起來的理由

我想我可以忍住悲傷
假裝生命中沒有妳
從此以後 我在這裡
日夜等待 妳的消息

能不能讓我 陪著妳走
即然妳說 留不住妳
無論妳在 天涯海角
是不是妳 偶爾會想起我
可不可以 妳也會想起我
可不可以

Thursday, September 22, 2011

blog

well it has been quite a while since i wrote my last entry which was before summer holiday started :) so now while waiting to do my psychology experiment, i decide to blog!!!!

thank you everyone(whom i guess would not be checking here) for celebrating my birthday :) i am really happy when i saw the cake and the candles...while i was busy counting the candles to make sure they got my age right (well i am getting old so a bit concerned...), i did not realise that they had bought trick candles which cannot be blown out..so poor me, had to keep blowing at the candle which keep resparkling into life >< well i just hope that when they eat the cake, they did not get my saliva together as flavorings..it would have tasted bad!!!! thanks for organizing a surprise :) people like kar chun, aden, jay, roger, hangcai, amanda, debbie, shinmei, marion and vkee <3

last sunday was my birthday and time seems to fly so fast, i remember that when i first came back to taiwan to study last year, the first sunday was also my birthday :) and i celebrated it with my dad, this time round, not only did i celebrate with my dad and my cousin, i also celebrated with my friends :) old and new!!! i got a lovely guitar from jonny and i will start learning it next week!!!

nowadays i am a bit annoyed because people around seems to have changed a bit, or perhaps it is that i come to expect too much of others...anyway i decide to ignore them and just stick to people whom i concern and whom concern me :)

yay!!! tomorrow i am going somewhere fun :) to release sky lanterns and also see the waterfall with friends :) time to log off!!!