Wednesday, September 9, 2009

self reflection when alone

can't forget you

you took me on a roller coaster ride
your smile makes me high
your tears make me cry
i just wanna stay by your side

will i ever see your laughter
will we ever be together
all the answers sail into never
but i will wait for you forever

can you stop saying i'm nice
can you stop saying being friends will suffice
everytime i see you with other guys
my heart just break into a million pieces

i walk alone on the streets
thinking why i can't forget you
i can't understand why i lost my love
i shoudl stop imagining the answers

everywhere i turn i see happiness
people around me singing
people aroudn me joking
but i just drown myself in sadness

there is noone standing by my side
just a can of beer lying on the right
my heart just feel so tight
as i bid you goodbye tonight

watch you go on your way
in other guy's arms you sway
i decide that i won't stay
all the love i show do not pay

when i thought there was hope
i was all but a dope
i should clean my eyes with soap
and see that the answer will be nope


i think it is time for me to let go..two plus years i have liked you..and two plus years i have pressurised you, perhaps letting you go is the best both for me and you...i am sorry for hurting you, i am sorry for stressing you

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