love is a simple thing..but i dunno why

maybe it has always been a roleplay on my own.. thinking that prob that we have a chance even when she has left me two years ago and she has already rejected me then...

i keep thinking that maybe one day we can meet back here again...

but all that prob is just my imagination...

when i heard that she was back, but only through my friend..my mind was in a blank..it was an outing that night and i suddenly just didn't have the mood to say anything anymore...

i keep asking myself why she didn't tell me when she is back..why couldn't we meet...and i put it off as my selfishness...maybe she needs more family time, maybe she needs more time with her friends and maybe we are not really that close and i wouldn't be on her list of people whoms he wanna meet...

yes my heart do hurt..but i know i am already numbed..

my friends tell me to let go..i dunno if i should..because i always believe that even when there is one percent chance, we must not lose hope..but now i am beginning to doubt if this one percent was only part of my imagination...

i dunno how to keep on loving you anymore because i am already so tired..i think i need a break..maybe i am bugging you too much..maybe we all need some breathing space..and i am always the selfish one who is imagining too much..that we can be more than just friends..

maybe it's time to let go