从那遥远海边,

慢慢消失的你,

本来模糊的脸,

竟然渐渐清晰.

想要说些什么,

却不知如何说起,

只有把它放在心底.

茫然走在海边,

看那潮来潮去,

徒劳无功想把,

每朵浪花记清.

想要说声爱你,

却被吹散在风里,

猛然回头你在哪里.

如果大海能够，

换回曾经的爱,

就让我用一生等待.

如果深情往事,

你已不再留恋,

就让它随风飘远.

如果大海能够带走我的哀愁,

就象带走每条河流,

所有受过的伤,

所有流过的泪,

我的爱~~~ 请全部带走.

let it be over and i should think i will trust myself bah

What am I to you

Tell me darling true

To me you are the sea

Vast as you can be

And deep the shade of blue

When you're feeling low

To whom else do you go

See I cry if you hurt

I'd give you my last shirt

Because I love you so

If my sky should fall

Would you even call

Opened up my heart

I never want to part

I'm giving you the ball

When I look in your eyes

I can feel the butterflies

I love you when you're blue

Tell me darlin true

What am I to you

Yah well if my sky should fall

Would you even call

Opened up my heart

Never want to part

I'm giving you the ball

When I look in your eyes

I can feel the butterflies

Could you find a love in me

Could you carve me in a tree

Don't fill my heart with lies

I will you love when you're blue

Tell me darlin true

What am I to you

What am I to you

What am I to you

haha it has been a long time since i last blogged...well according to records, since last year september..

so here i am in office feeling bored and so decided, hey why not, let's blog!!

anyway the past few days i was being stupid...feeling emo and dao-ing almost everyone around me except my family whom will definitely ask if i suddenly turn all quiet and emo..

so i feel super bad to my colleagues who bore brunt and also my friends whom i had met up if i did..

well after three years, i have finally decided to end it all..because i finally realise that there is no point anymore..people have been telling me that since forever ago but only now then i realised. dumm, nicht?

well..that's because to me she was like the water and i am like the fish that needs the water..once i was content that maybe we can sustain in this way and that one day she will finally accept me but then after swimming in the water for so long, i am feeling tired..

she doesn't know that if she was willing, i would have flown off just to see her..she doesn't know how painstakingly i folded the one thousand paper stars in camp and everybody in my bunk just looked at me as if i am a lunatic..she doesn't know that everytime when valentine's day is here, i would always try to send her a present and on her birthday too...she doesn't know that...maybe beacuse i was only foolishly waiting on the same spot..i always hope that a girl would not wait for me because she would feel sad and lonely, i would rather be the one alone and wait in the shadows till one day she knows that i am always there

but three years is three years, finally this year, i forgot to send her a present for valentine's day, i forgot to pass her a christmas gift..i realise that maybe i am losing this so called love for her..maybe it is time that i learn to forget

it should be sufficient to know that both of us are somewhere in this world living healthily and happily..i think that is enough

sometimes love is about letting go and even in the past i have tried and failed, this time, i will understand that letting go is prob the best for both of us.

btw happy birthday to ms li jiaqi my beloved sister in lafayette haha

and also hopefully my friends from overseas can quickly come back to visit soon =)

Stay

Stay 因为夜太美
寂寞的月亮
需要星星陪

Stay 不管夜多黑
不管天会亮
不去想明天

带我飞
远远的
到天涯
到海角
浩瀚的
天际里
只要有你陪
也许苦
也许甜
不害怕
不后悔
因为爱
让我们再也分不开

(Just) Stay
Stay 因为夜太美
寂寞的月亮
需要星星陪

Stay 就算是不对
就算是沉伦
错误也是美

带我飞
远远的
到天涯
到海角
浩瀚的
天际里
只要有你陪
也许苦
也许甜
不害怕
不后悔
因为爱
让我们再也分不开

(Just) Stay Stay
带我飞
远远的
到天涯
到海角
浩瀚的
天际里
只要有你陪
也许苦
也许甜
不害怕
不后悔
因为爱
让我们再也分不开
(Just) Stay Stay

how i wish you can stay by my side or i can stay by your side but that dream seems further away now

happy birthday to me

happy birthday to me

happy birthday to me...

happy birthday to me =)

i am 21..whoohoo can finally vote?? can finally watch r21 movies???(well the artistic ones of course)

my first birthday wish is for my family to be happy and stay healthy, all my family members can be blessed..

my second birthday wish is secret

my third birthday wish is for me to reflect on my past and plan for the future..with hope and what has beens are already in the past..i must learn to look forward =)

had a blessed day with my mum today..very happy now

身為一道彩虹　雨過了就該閃亮整片天空
讓我深愛的你感到光榮

身為一道彩虹　盡全力也要換你一段笑容
夠了　我愛你　不必人懂　

只要不醒過來　這就不是夢
請看著我　請擁抱我　體溫別流走

好多話想說　好多事要做
請天空給我　請時間給我　再多一點停留

親愛的你　若有感動　請牢記在心中
下一次下雨　你能看見的　那道彩虹　不再可能是我

i just ran teh mizuno wave run today..it is an ORD celebration as well as for you..a form of farewell bah..i ran and ran and the pain in my legs cannot rival the pain in my heart as i now have to learn to say goodbye to you even though i am still thinking and dreaming of you every day and night

but time will heal everything and i hope to find my next rainbow

self reflection when alone

can't forget you

you took me on a roller coaster ride
your smile makes me high
your tears make me cry
i just wanna stay by your side

will i ever see your laughter
will we ever be together
all the answers sail into never
but i will wait for you forever

can you stop saying i'm nice
can you stop saying being friends will suffice
everytime i see you with other guys
my heart just break into a million pieces

i walk alone on the streets
thinking why i can't forget you
i can't understand why i lost my love
i shoudl stop imagining the answers

everywhere i turn i see happiness
people around me singing
people aroudn me joking
but i just drown myself in sadness

there is noone standing by my side
just a can of beer lying on the right
my heart just feel so tight
as i bid you goodbye tonight

watch you go on your way
in other guy's arms you sway
i decide that i won't stay
all the love i show do not pay

when i thought there was hope
i was all but a dope
i should clean my eyes with soap
and see that the answer will be nope


i think it is time for me to let go..two plus years i have liked you..and two plus years i have pressurised you, perhaps letting you go is the best both for me and you...i am sorry for hurting you, i am sorry for stressing you