do you know how to get from boon lay to paya lebar with $0.67?
well i did that today without cheating SBS of money
the bus broke down just three stops away from my house and yup i had the majority of my ride free of charge
wonder if it was pure unclucky of me or lucky that i get to save 1 buck on my trip.
this has been a roller coaster week for me:
saw a pangolin in the training shed near my company line
quite cool i chased after it but it went to stroll along the road instead.
too bad saf doen't allow the use of camera otherwise i would have captured the surreal picture
somehow my plans for outings don't seem to materialise
can't help it, everyone is just so busy =(
and i am starting to miss people who are going to leave very soon and a sense of longing..
i hope i can stop angsting soon
for those two unfortunate NSF who had passed away, let's observe a minute of silence for them
one of my favourite songs
Christine Glass's My Love Will Get You Home
If you wander off too far, my love will get you home.
If you follow the wrong star, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home.
If the bright lights blinds your eyes, my love will get you home.
If your troubles break your stride, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home.
If you ever feel ashame, my love will get you home.
If its only you to blame, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone, get back on your feet and think of me,
my love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home,
Boy, my love will get you home
they say that there is a melody for joy, a melody for anger, a melody for sadness
memories, bliss, youth, travel each have their own melody
but do you know that there is a melody for longing and a sense of missing somone whom you love dearly
that melody is now playing in my heart
Saturday, June 14, 2008
Saturday, June 7, 2008
thanks for friends who always stand by me, listening to me
lol i have been angsting most of the time but i am still quite cheerful and not under depression
now i feel like watching " You don't mess with Zohan"
just because of this catch-line in the trailer...
- ring ring
(cue electronic answering system)
-welcome to the hizbollah terrorist network hotline
-for weapon acquisition please press 1
-otherwise press 0 if you need to speak to our contact person
funny and witty i think this movie will be, so i want to watch it.. anyone interested?lol
yup bought the book The Kite Runner by Khaled Hosseini this morning..reading it now.
very intriguing the plot and touching but kinda depressing
sigh
ok sometimes life is unfair..when you work hard you don't always get the rewards due to certain reasons either luck or what
but we have to accept it c'est la vie as i had said before
ok option 4 for my future is out MOE rejected me
so leave lesser options..then we shall see
i hope my week ahead will be a good one and that next weekend, hopefully can meet up with some friends and just chat lol...
don't cry baby don't cry
don't sigh baby don't sigh
don't try baby don't try
let the tears just dry
lol i have been angsting most of the time but i am still quite cheerful and not under depression
now i feel like watching " You don't mess with Zohan"
just because of this catch-line in the trailer...
- ring ring
(cue electronic answering system)
-welcome to the hizbollah terrorist network hotline
-for weapon acquisition please press 1
-otherwise press 0 if you need to speak to our contact person
funny and witty i think this movie will be, so i want to watch it.. anyone interested?lol
yup bought the book The Kite Runner by Khaled Hosseini this morning..reading it now.
very intriguing the plot and touching but kinda depressing
sigh
ok sometimes life is unfair..when you work hard you don't always get the rewards due to certain reasons either luck or what
but we have to accept it c'est la vie as i had said before
ok option 4 for my future is out MOE rejected me
so leave lesser options..then we shall see
i hope my week ahead will be a good one and that next weekend, hopefully can meet up with some friends and just chat lol...
don't cry baby don't cry
don't sigh baby don't sigh
don't try baby don't try
let the tears just dry
Sunday, June 1, 2008
decisions
now i am at the crossroads of my life!
for my higher studies:
option 1: stay in singapore, study at NTU, take the biochemistry and traditional chinese medicine double degree
advantages- can probably study medicine in the NUS-Duke medical school for post-graduate or go US do post-grad in medicine
disadvantage: i need a change of environment and this course takes too long..
option 2: apply medicine in germany
advantage: can go germany my dream destination and yeah study there and give myself exposure
disadvantage: expensive due to living costs and might not get in?
option 3: apply medicine in Taiwan
adavantage: cheap and quality of study is there
disadavantage: i will most like stay there and yup..settle down back where i came from since i won't be taking up singaporean citizenship and most likely stay with my family
currently this is also my best viable option to study medicine
option 4: hope that MOE give me scholarship go study linguistics in german in germany
advantage: go germany study for free and can travel around
disadvantage: how to get the scholarship when competition is so fierce..and being a teacher is my last career option
option 5: forget about medicine..let's study aeronautical engineering..in US or UK?
advantage: well teh course seems easier to get in and more universities to choose from..
disadavantage: money where art thou? scholarship? or bank loan..and for US my SAT needs major improvements man
so many choices..so many decisions to make..i am totally lost..is it because i am not focus enough in my career options...
sigh
i just went to watch black book..a very cool movie..
and i also watched narnia with alex lol
but as i walk alone on the streets...a sense of loneliness still engulf me..
maybe because i know...
let me go
let me be free
i shan't think of you anymore...
let me go
let me be free
i shan't be totured nomore
in this lonely lonely world
my heart is sore
i am sure that i saw
that my frozen heart will not taw..
this phone call
by the sea shore
will bring me forever more
heartbreaks
for my higher studies:
option 1: stay in singapore, study at NTU, take the biochemistry and traditional chinese medicine double degree
advantages- can probably study medicine in the NUS-Duke medical school for post-graduate or go US do post-grad in medicine
disadvantage: i need a change of environment and this course takes too long..
option 2: apply medicine in germany
advantage: can go germany my dream destination and yeah study there and give myself exposure
disadvantage: expensive due to living costs and might not get in?
option 3: apply medicine in Taiwan
adavantage: cheap and quality of study is there
disadavantage: i will most like stay there and yup..settle down back where i came from since i won't be taking up singaporean citizenship and most likely stay with my family
currently this is also my best viable option to study medicine
option 4: hope that MOE give me scholarship go study linguistics in german in germany
advantage: go germany study for free and can travel around
disadvantage: how to get the scholarship when competition is so fierce..and being a teacher is my last career option
option 5: forget about medicine..let's study aeronautical engineering..in US or UK?
advantage: well teh course seems easier to get in and more universities to choose from..
disadavantage: money where art thou? scholarship? or bank loan..and for US my SAT needs major improvements man
so many choices..so many decisions to make..i am totally lost..is it because i am not focus enough in my career options...
sigh
i just went to watch black book..a very cool movie..
and i also watched narnia with alex lol
but as i walk alone on the streets...a sense of loneliness still engulf me..
maybe because i know...
let me go
let me be free
i shan't think of you anymore...
let me go
let me be free
i shan't be totured nomore
in this lonely lonely world
my heart is sore
i am sure that i saw
that my frozen heart will not taw..
this phone call
by the sea shore
will bring me forever more
heartbreaks
Saturday, May 31, 2008
Saturday, May 17, 2008
sadness
sian ah..double blow...
no medicine and got aslc..
what the worst outcome can i still get
i feel very sian now and dun feel like talking anymore
just let me emo
=(
no medicine and got aslc..
what the worst outcome can i still get
i feel very sian now and dun feel like talking anymore
just let me emo
=(
Saturday, May 3, 2008
Friends Forever
And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we’re gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won’t be coming back
No more hanging out cause we’re on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don’t have another day
Cause we’re moving on and we can’t slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in June
I didn’t know much of love
But it came too soon
And there was me and you
And then we got real blue
Stay at home talking on the telephone
We’d get so excited, we’d get so scared
Laughing at ourselves thinking life’s not fair
And this is how it feels
*As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come whatever
We will still be
Friends forever
So if we get the big jobs
And we make the big money
When we look back now
Will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can Heather find a job that won’t interfere with her tan?
I keep, I keep thinking that it’s not goodbye
Keep on thinking it’s a time to fly
And this is how it feels
*As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our live change
Come whatever
We will still be
Friends forever
La, la, la, la
Yeah, yeah, yeah
La, la, la, la
We will still be friends forever
Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it’s like we’re WOMEN and MEN
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, I keep thinking that it’s not goodbye
Keep on thinking it’s a time to fly
As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come whatever
We will still be
Friends forever
a song for the class especially for those who had got into universities overseas and are leaving for studies this year.
Suddenly feeling angsty and this is not good. Probably because I know that when it comes to time for departure we will all miss each other terribly but no matter what where we go what we do, I know we will understand each other and continue to love each other dearly in our hearts =) friends foreva
你的脸庞是一首歌 在晚风中轻轻的唱 清澈明亮不会忘
你的拥抱是一首歌 在我怀里轻轻的唱 脆弱坚强我都不放
一天中最美的时光 为什么非得是夕阳
和从前每一天一样 我就站在这里眺望
我要 明天 你还在 我身旁 我答应你 会牢记这片灿烂的远方
我要 明天 你还在 我肩上 我答应你 会忘记有种感觉叫悲伤
this is a song我答应你 which is very nice and cheerful haha
which is quite cool
remember the support we gave each other during prep for a levels and the encouragement in the class ^^
we will always be a beautiful song in each and every of our heart
心没有芥蒂
只有纯纯的友谊
金黄的夏季
没有任何的猜疑
手中的铅笔
在纸上留下了笔迹
希望几行字能写下我们的友谊
海岸边的围堤
浪花的快慢缓急
恬静的美丽就能让我心旷神怡
那温暖的晨曦
想久缺的新鲜空气
我忍不住想留恋不想分离
你的美丽 让我只想和你在一起
永不分歧 心理不会再感到悲凄
你的鼓励 让我走完人生的阶梯
友谊永远长存不会但淡去
世间真理 难道我们不能够珍惜
不会忘记 你会永远存在我心里
成了知己 流下眼泪让友谊成立
你是唯一真善美的结合体
一束花的甜蜜 让幸福到处洋溢
不论身处在世界那方奔走东西
一页页的日历 记载了我们的回忆
我此刻希望我们的友谊能够坚持到底
something I came up with at a whim but well don’t seem good enough so the best is still this song by S.H.E called 痛快 which I like very much because it teaches us to let us put our spirit and energy in doing whatever, whether be falling in love or what which is quite true and to take an optimistic outlook in life so stay cheerful yea!!!!
痛快去爱
痛快去痛
痛快去悲伤
痛快去感动
生命给了什么
我就享受什么
每颗人间烟火
全都不要错过
每一天 都是一个节庆
每件事 都发生来丰富我的记忆
很好奇 还有谁等着闯进我日记
欢迎光临 亲爱的 请享用我的感情
痛快去爱
痛快去痛
痛快去悲伤
痛快去感动
生命给了什么
我就享受什么
每颗人间烟火
全都不要错过
痛快去感动
笑与哭都值得用力气
吻和泪 都是该表框纪念的痕迹
很乐意 每段路都有陌生人同行
爱或伤害都欢呼 都是活过的证据
痛快去爱
痛快去痛
痛快去悲伤
痛快去感动
生命给了什么
我就享受什么
每颗人间烟火
全都不要错过
艳阳暴雨
不要客气
请一直澎拜我 热切的血液
我活着的目的 就是活得鲜明
痛快迎接
痛快等候
痛快去试探
痛快去触碰
生命安排什么
我就感谢什么
每颗人间烟火
全都美丽了我
痛快去爱
痛快去痛
痛快去悲伤
痛快去感动
生命给了什么
我就享受什么
每颗人间烟火
全都不要错过
痛快去爱
痛快去痛
痛快去悲伤
痛快去感动
生命给了什么
我就享受什么
每颗人间烟火
全都不要错过
痛快去感受
haha must go field camp next week wish me luck at pulau tekong again
And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we’re gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won’t be coming back
No more hanging out cause we’re on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don’t have another day
Cause we’re moving on and we can’t slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in June
I didn’t know much of love
But it came too soon
And there was me and you
And then we got real blue
Stay at home talking on the telephone
We’d get so excited, we’d get so scared
Laughing at ourselves thinking life’s not fair
And this is how it feels
*As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come whatever
We will still be
Friends forever
So if we get the big jobs
And we make the big money
When we look back now
Will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can Heather find a job that won’t interfere with her tan?
I keep, I keep thinking that it’s not goodbye
Keep on thinking it’s a time to fly
And this is how it feels
*As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our live change
Come whatever
We will still be
Friends forever
La, la, la, la
Yeah, yeah, yeah
La, la, la, la
We will still be friends forever
Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it’s like we’re WOMEN and MEN
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, I keep thinking that it’s not goodbye
Keep on thinking it’s a time to fly
As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come whatever
We will still be
Friends forever
a song for the class especially for those who had got into universities overseas and are leaving for studies this year.
Suddenly feeling angsty and this is not good. Probably because I know that when it comes to time for departure we will all miss each other terribly but no matter what where we go what we do, I know we will understand each other and continue to love each other dearly in our hearts =) friends foreva
你的脸庞是一首歌 在晚风中轻轻的唱 清澈明亮不会忘
你的拥抱是一首歌 在我怀里轻轻的唱 脆弱坚强我都不放
一天中最美的时光 为什么非得是夕阳
和从前每一天一样 我就站在这里眺望
我要 明天 你还在 我身旁 我答应你 会牢记这片灿烂的远方
我要 明天 你还在 我肩上 我答应你 会忘记有种感觉叫悲伤
this is a song我答应你 which is very nice and cheerful haha
which is quite cool
remember the support we gave each other during prep for a levels and the encouragement in the class ^^
we will always be a beautiful song in each and every of our heart
心没有芥蒂
只有纯纯的友谊
金黄的夏季
没有任何的猜疑
手中的铅笔
在纸上留下了笔迹
希望几行字能写下我们的友谊
海岸边的围堤
浪花的快慢缓急
恬静的美丽就能让我心旷神怡
那温暖的晨曦
想久缺的新鲜空气
我忍不住想留恋不想分离
你的美丽 让我只想和你在一起
永不分歧 心理不会再感到悲凄
你的鼓励 让我走完人生的阶梯
友谊永远长存不会但淡去
世间真理 难道我们不能够珍惜
不会忘记 你会永远存在我心里
成了知己 流下眼泪让友谊成立
你是唯一真善美的结合体
一束花的甜蜜 让幸福到处洋溢
不论身处在世界那方奔走东西
一页页的日历 记载了我们的回忆
我此刻希望我们的友谊能够坚持到底
something I came up with at a whim but well don’t seem good enough so the best is still this song by S.H.E called 痛快 which I like very much because it teaches us to let us put our spirit and energy in doing whatever, whether be falling in love or what which is quite true and to take an optimistic outlook in life so stay cheerful yea!!!!
痛快去爱
痛快去痛
痛快去悲伤
痛快去感动
生命给了什么
我就享受什么
每颗人间烟火
全都不要错过
每一天 都是一个节庆
每件事 都发生来丰富我的记忆
很好奇 还有谁等着闯进我日记
欢迎光临 亲爱的 请享用我的感情
痛快去爱
痛快去痛
痛快去悲伤
痛快去感动
生命给了什么
我就享受什么
每颗人间烟火
全都不要错过
痛快去感动
笑与哭都值得用力气
吻和泪 都是该表框纪念的痕迹
很乐意 每段路都有陌生人同行
爱或伤害都欢呼 都是活过的证据
痛快去爱
痛快去痛
痛快去悲伤
痛快去感动
生命给了什么
我就享受什么
每颗人间烟火
全都不要错过
艳阳暴雨
不要客气
请一直澎拜我 热切的血液
我活着的目的 就是活得鲜明
痛快迎接
痛快等候
痛快去试探
痛快去触碰
生命安排什么
我就感谢什么
每颗人间烟火
全都美丽了我
痛快去爱
痛快去痛
痛快去悲伤
痛快去感动
生命给了什么
我就享受什么
每颗人间烟火
全都不要错过
痛快去爱
痛快去痛
痛快去悲伤
痛快去感动
生命给了什么
我就享受什么
每颗人间烟火
全都不要错过
痛快去感受
haha must go field camp next week wish me luck at pulau tekong again
Saturday, April 5, 2008
i am very sad..
you cheated me..
or was it i was too innocent
when i asked you out
you replied to ask me the time..
i say it depends on you
then u nevere reply
then i ask you again..u just say not free...
so was it that i misunderstood or what?
maybe even if i sms a thousand times, your reply will be the same..whether u be free or not
is it?
maybe i should just forget it
i am just wasting my messages..
whatever i say to u u dun care
whenever i am concern u dun care
when i look back
i have been the only one going after you and making u happy
were u there when i was sad?
no way...
maybe i should just stop myself thinking of you already
three years is enough
you cheated me..
or was it i was too innocent
when i asked you out
you replied to ask me the time..
i say it depends on you
then u nevere reply
then i ask you again..u just say not free...
so was it that i misunderstood or what?
maybe even if i sms a thousand times, your reply will be the same..whether u be free or not
is it?
maybe i should just forget it
i am just wasting my messages..
whatever i say to u u dun care
whenever i am concern u dun care
when i look back
i have been the only one going after you and making u happy
were u there when i was sad?
no way...
maybe i should just stop myself thinking of you already
three years is enough
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