今年的最後一個關頭
恭喜我，又失戀了。

我已經累了，我也不知道自己還能做什麽。
我爲了找尋那份禮物，我走遍了整個台中，像個苦行僧一樣，從一中到逢甲，從逢甲到東海，從東海到台中車站，再到大買家。我找不到，可是我不放棄，我開始在臺北車站，士林夜市尋找，甚至是臨江街夜市，終於在饒河街夜市找到了。

喜滋滋的給了你，卻被拒絕了。原來這就是愛情，心痛的感覺。

偶爾撒嬌 加點耍賴 要你關心她
熬夜不睡 即使疲倦 電話不肯掛
喜歡你陪伴塗鴉 再聽她說說傻話
輕輕的親吻臉頰 不厭其煩說愛她
偶爾霸道 因為不安 怕你不要她
假裝好強 其實委屈 眼淚等你擦
不快樂她自己藏 就算被笑是傻瓜
只想甜的像顆糖 在你胸口慢慢的融化
她或許不完美 任性的小缺點
安靜的嘟著嘴 就是想你多陪一會
她不要求完美 一杯開水也能醉
給的愛不准浪費 勾勾手不後悔

偶爾霸道 因為不安 怕你不要她
假裝好強 其實委屈 眼淚等你擦
不快樂她自己藏 就算被笑是傻瓜
只想甜的像顆糖 在你胸口慢慢的融化
她或許不完美 任性的小缺點
安靜的嘟著嘴 就是想你多陪一會
她不要求完美 一杯開水也能醉
給的愛不准浪費 勾勾手不後悔

她或許不完美 任性的小缺點
安靜的嘟著嘴 就是想你多陪一會
她不要求完美 一杯開水也能醉
給的愛不准浪費 勾勾手不後悔

給的愛不准浪費 勾勾手不後悔

原來我們的距離一直都在
兩個階梯
是個偶然、還是命中注定呢？
我現在也習慣了，搭電扶梯時，必須離上一個人兩個階梯.....
因爲這是我們的小遊戲。

希望你能夠很幸福！
收到了你的簡訊，心中的空白終於完成了，我想沒錯，還是當朋友比較好。
我會珍惜這一段回憶的，還有我還記得我們之間的約定.....
改次（不對，這樣你又要叫我共匪了= =)，是下次！我們有機會再去鶯歌，雖然不知道要有多久了嗯

原來我不管到了哪裏，我都還是找不到....

我以爲在新加坡，我心碎了，到了韓國，一樣，現在連在台灣也是，那麽我還能夠逃到哪裏？

把痛苦自己吞忍，繼續保持微笑吧，我想我有身邊的家人和朋友就足夠了，我本來就不應該奢望什麽，是我太貪心了！

好像告訴自己不要苛責自己，任性一點，可是我的任性早已用完了，我的眼淚也早已乾涸了，剩下的只有現在的我。雖然不會不理性，可是心裏還是脆弱的。

今天要到平溪放天燈，本來以爲是尋找幸福之旅，結果卻成了忘卻煩惱的最佳抉擇，希望放了天燈，一切就能夠隨風飄散，而我的祝福也能夠傳達給你，也希望上天能夠看到我，繼續眷顧我。

我好像是最後才知道，不過我想已經無所謂了，演完今天這場戯，明天再傷心，後天就又必須繼續努力了。

我的悲傷留給我自己，你一定要幸福，這已經是我每次喜歡一個人，最後一定會發展出的結局，所以請把我的幸福一起算進去。

能不能讓我　陪著妳走
即然妳說　留不住妳
回去的路　有些黑暗
擔心讓妳　一個人走

我想是因為　我不夠溫柔
不能分擔　妳的憂愁
如果這樣　說不出口
就把遺憾　放在心中

把我的悲傷　留給自己
妳的美麗　讓妳帶走
從此以後　我再沒有
快樂起來的理由

把我的悲傷　留給自己
妳的美麗　讓妳帶走
我想我可以忍住悲傷
可不可以　妳也會想起我

是不是可以　牽妳的手呢
從來沒有　這樣要求
怕妳難過　轉身就走
那就這樣吧　我會了解的

把我的悲傷　留給自己
妳的美麗　讓妳帶走
從此以後　我再沒有
快樂起來的理由

我想我可以忍住悲傷
假裝生命中沒有妳
從此以後　我在這裡
日夜等待　妳的消息

能不能讓我　陪著妳走
即然妳說　留不住妳
無論妳在　天涯海角
是不是妳　偶爾會想起我
可不可以　妳也會想起我
可不可以

blog

well it has been quite a while since i wrote my last entry which was before summer holiday started :) so now while waiting to do my psychology experiment, i decide to blog!!!!

thank you everyone(whom i guess would not be checking here) for celebrating my birthday :) i am really happy when i saw the cake and the candles...while i was busy counting the candles to make sure they got my age right (well i am getting old so a bit concerned...), i did not realise that they had bought trick candles which cannot be blown out..so poor me, had to keep blowing at the candle which keep resparkling into life >< well i just hope that when they eat the cake, they did not get my saliva together as flavorings..it would have tasted bad!!!! thanks for organizing a surprise :) people like kar chun, aden, jay, roger, hangcai, amanda, debbie, shinmei, marion and vkee <3

last sunday was my birthday and time seems to fly so fast, i remember that when i first came back to taiwan to study last year, the first sunday was also my birthday :) and i celebrated it with my dad, this time round, not only did i celebrate with my dad and my cousin, i also celebrated with my friends :) old and new!!! i got a lovely guitar from jonny and i will start learning it next week!!!

nowadays i am a bit annoyed because people around seems to have changed a bit, or perhaps it is that i come to expect too much of others...anyway i decide to ignore them and just stick to people whom i concern and whom concern me :)

yay!!! tomorrow i am going somewhere fun :) to release sky lanterns and also see the waterfall with friends :) time to log off!!!

有些時候我真懷疑自己是不是個笨蛋！

打架魚， 我以爲我們能夠拉進彼此的距離， 可是我怎麽覺得我們越來越遠了呢？

可能是我想太多了。 今天一早，我就到了教室等你， 答應你的事我一定做到...所以笨笨的我八點半就到了課室， 笨笨的傳了簡訊，然後笨笨的等待。只因爲昨晚我心疼你晚睡，希望你能夠今天再看考古題，有問題我再幫你，可是或許你是拒絕了我吧。

看著你在很多人來了以後才進來，看著你寧願問別人問題也不問我， 看著你的一舉一動，我真的傷心了。 原來心碎就是這樣。打架魚，你知道我今天等你等很久，原來我在你心裏一點分量也沒有。

been wanting to post this entry many days ago..but i never really knew how to go about writing it until now...

夜黑夜寂寞的夜里 气生气对自己生气

sometimes i wonder if i should be so foolish, every lonely night i start thinking of you...makes me wonder if you ever really think of me...why is it that every time i log onto facebook, i will always see your entries...when i keep promising myself i should not read..but in the end i still read...wanting to know more about you from a distance..but do you ever read the entries i posted...

我的声音在笑泪在飙电话那头的你可知道 世界若是那麽大为何我要忘你无处逃
我的声音在笑泪在飙电话那头的你可知道 世界若是那麽小为何我的真心你听不到

i am not sure if i had done so..but i always tried to help you when you needed help..and there is no one around to help you...i always tried to keep you in sight and when there is problem and no one can help you, i will..even though you never ever approached me for any help..you would rather ask the others and talk to others but remain silent with me...the more silent you are around me, the more i do not know how to approach you and the more distant we are from each other...but do you know how i feel really deep down in my heart??

現在也只能欣賞　唯一的合照一張 淡忘了的是那個街角　想念的是當時的微笑

once before i thought we were friendly with each other..but now merely silence left between us..i wonder what made us grew apart but i never really can find the answer..maybe i am the one who started being silent as we saw each other less last time...but now when we can see each other more...and when i start feeling for you...i can look at the photo we took before together and just think..without knowing how to make us closer again

如果有一天　我們再見面　時間會不會倒退一點 也許我們都忽略　互相傷害之外的感覺
如果哪一天　我們都發現　好聚好散不過是種遮掩 如果我們沒發現　就給彼此多一點時間

last night...i felt really bad..seeing you being so close to others while i sat near yet felt so far..and really even though i have done my best....even doing things that i thought would make you happy, i never got back a word of thanks or yup you never even bother to approach me and ask me if i want to join you guys for dinner..so maybe i think i should give up and let go...

時光是琥珀 淚一滴滴 被反鎖
情書在不朽 也磨成沙漏

青春的上游 白雲飛走 蒼狗與海鷗
閃過的念頭 潺潺的溜走
命運好幽默 讓愛的人都沉默
一整個宇宙 換一顆紅豆

回憶如困獸　寂寞太久 而漸漸溫柔
放開了拳頭 反而更自由

慢動作 繾綣膠卷 重播默片 定格一瞬間

我們在告別的演唱會 說好不再見
你寫給我 我的第一首歌
你和我十指緊扣 默寫前奏
可是那然後呢
還好我有 我這一首情歌
輕輕的輕輕哼著 哭著笑著
我的 天長地久

命運好幽默 讓愛的人都沉默
一整個宇宙 換一顆紅豆

回憶如困獸 寂寞太久 而漸漸溫柔
放開了拳頭 反而更自由

長鏡頭 越拉越遠 越來越遠 事隔好幾年
我們在懷念的演唱會 禮貌地吻別

你寫給我 我的第一首歌
你和我十指緊扣 默寫前奏
可是那然後呢
還好我有 我這一首情歌
輕輕的輕輕哼著 哭著笑著
我的 天長地久

陪我唱歌 清唱你的情歌
捨不得 短短副歌
心還熱著 也該告一段落
還好我有 我下一首情歌
生命宛如 靜靜的 相擁的河
永遠 天長地久

i will always try to be nice to you, but you never really know and understand...or even appreciate..maybe you take my niceness for granted and maybe even if i am not nice to you, maybe someone else will...so you will never ever wonder that one day i will be tired and i will no longer help you....maybe it does not mean anything to you....

i always wonder why is it that it is so difficult to find someone who will love me and whom i love as well..but my roommates told me last night that it IS difficult..so hard..sometimes happiness can be simple yet so far to reach....when can i ever write the love song with the person i love??

perhaps letting go is what i have to do now....i have so many nice friends around me and yes, probably you shall stay as a friend who is so distant that i may forget...the world's cruelest thing is that we may be so close physically but our hearts are so far apart...but i will have to bear with it...

changing an environment doesn't help..love never work out for me in singapore, korea and now even my last haven taiwan remain a place of heart-breaking...yet i know i have the support of friends and family members around me :)

it has been a long time since i last blogged...

well certain things i try to forget and after such a long time, i think i know how to put it behind my back and move on...

anyway...alright after such a long while, the body starts to malfunction again...suffering from a sore throat right now and feeling not really good...mid-terms are in around a week's time and really feel unlucky to be sick now...

well never mind, i will hang in there...just like i have always done...no concern is fine by me...i am a big guy, i will self-heal without other's help...well when i am tired, i have to hang on myself..who will give me the encouragement or who will take care and be concern?? well i don't want my family folks to be worried...so i will just do my best to get myself right again....visit the doctor on monday is probably a good idea...

sometimes i wonder if i am a bad guy..i know i am terrible to be with..never nice..perhaps that's how i feel all the time...sometimes you wonder if being concern about others is good..maybe i should care more about myself, because ends up hurting myself all the time...being aloof is perhaps what i should learn..just do what i need to do and stop being foolish..my concern is never appreciated so what....maybe like that i would feel better if noone reciprocates the kindness..ha

like i say..i am the big brother..so i will hang on...i will stay cheerful and optimistic...when i am feeling low, just hide one corner and self-heal..that is probably the super power i should have now...no need radioactivity dust, i know i have already mastered this skill...

ok time to sleep...after waking up tmr, i shall be a strong man again

a dream last night

i met her in my dream last night, it was a rainy day, the sky was dark..we were walking on the streets...i was carrying an umbrella and so was she with someone else beside her...i saw a tattoo on her leg, or maybe it was just a drawing, but it seemed so vivid, with a heart shape and her initials..so i asked her if she already have someone else in mind, if she already liked someone else..that's why she decided to go that school, and she replied shyly, "yes!"..so maybe that was the reality that the dream wanted to communicate to me..

yesterday i went to the youth olympics village and on the way, shuo qian, veronica and I met the swedish triple jump athlete champion. she was with her coach and there were only 5 of us on the bus, it was uber cool and we chatted with them and took pictures with them..

at the village, i went to visit xin hui, and talked to her a while in her office where she was printing cert for the victorious athletes and after which the three of us hanged around, visited some of the athletes and then the booths =) i met the taiwanese athletes while veronica managed to chat with the colombians..we also caught a glimpse of Guo Jing Jing the china dive queen..then i made a peg and won a bookmark from the korean booth...

after that i decide to go back to bishan for my second shift of the day with athletics..on the way, it was pouring...the bus drove by innovation centre of NTU and i was reminded of the day when we went out alone together, on your birthday...i remembered we were wet, my umbrella was spoilt and you lent me your spare umbrella..we got our feet wet and the wait at the medical centre..i was reminded of you again..maybe that's why i dreamt of you last night..

i thought i can be strong and forget about you already but guess i still need some time...but i know that while volunteering, i have made many good friends and the time spent at YOG volunteering allowed me to concentrate on life and not think about you...

i really like my fellow colleagues at Bishan because they are all so friendly and we can feel the sense of teamwork and warmth of the friendship that we have established in this short two weeks..i guess i will miss the volunteering when i return to taiwan to study next monday..

time flies, and i will have to leave soon, leave singapore, a place where i have stayed for 15 years..maybe the taiwanese reporter is right..he told me i would not adapt to taiwan's way of life when i return but i guess i will just have to adapt..i was so frustrated by the stupid school website but my mum just tell me to get used to it..so i hope i will...i will miss my friends in singapore, whether friends i have known for so long since pri school or those that i have just made maybe like only last week...

nevertheless i know i am heading for new challenges in life...i will face it bravely and i know in taiwan i can meet fantastic people and find good friendship as well =) hopefully everything will go fine when i return next monday..wish me luck =)

p.s. today i went to shoot some hoops at the community centre and i was crowded out of the court by a bunch of uncle..they seemed fitter than me and some even have tattoo so i can't complain...well respecting the elderly is what we should all do right? haha

btw,

happy national day =)

i dunno whether if she is angry at me or irritated or what...i hope not but my hopes of asking her out to watch fireworks are dashed..thought it can be a romantic moment for us but guess i can't muster up the courage to ask her anymore since she already rejected me...i hope she can have a good national day and take care

一开始 我以为 爱本来会很容易
所以没有 经过允许 就把你放心里
直到后来有一天 你和他走在一起
我才发现 原来爱情 不是真心就可以

我感动天 感动地 怎么感动不了你
明明知道 没有结局 却还死心塌地
我感动天 感动地 怎么感动不了你
总相信爱情会有奇迹 都是我骗自己

以为自己不再去想你 保持不被刺痛的距离
就算早已忘了我自己 却还想要知道你的消息

我感动天 感动地 怎么感动不了你
明明知道 没有结局 却还死心塌地
我感动天 感动地 怎么感动不了你
总相信爱情会有奇迹 都是我骗自己

i thought that i can have a chance because you are different from the girls that i have liked before, i never have this sense of stability and comfort with any other girls before...but maybe i had made a mistake and yup although you would rather we remain friends, i hope to shower you with my love, whether it be friendship or something more =) i just hope that a miracle will happen and maybe you can turn around one day and see me still waiting by your side..i hope to be the guiding star in your life and you be the torch that brightens my path =)

i think i have again demonstrate my art on being insensitive to the max again..

rather than caring for another's feeling, i am emoing here and making someone else feel bad..

please do not feel bad, you've given me an answer so let's move on..

what i need is that we can treat each other like normal friends again that is not awkward and that you will not ignore me...

hmmm so yup please do not feel bad...

final closure

能不能让我陪着你走 既然你说留不住你 回去的路有些黑暗 担心让你一个人走

would you wait for me for 7 years?

would you treasure the time, though short while, that we spent together...

你想要的我却不能够给你我全部 我能给的却又不是你想要拥有的

i have the answers to your questions already, i should be feeling contented..because our friendship is still intact but frankly speaking, i still feel kind of disappointed that we have to stay like this...maybe you are right, friendship last longer than romance but i think if we put in the effort, we can have a future together though it be fraught with challenges, whether by distance or time...maybe i am still too innocent when it comes to relationships that i though things would be simple as long as both parties put in the effort but guess that's not true..

是不是可以牵你的手啊 从来没有这样要求 怕你难过转身就走 那就这样吧我会了解的

when u told me ur answer last night and made your stand clear to me, i was upset, hearbroken, i felt pain in my left ventricle and just felt like closing my eyes and sleeping off every sorrow in my bones, yet i could not fall asleep..i just stayed awake throughout the night, thinking,..yup you may laugh at me for being foolish and that i should just let it go, but i guess i need time and everytime i fell in love, i need a long time to recover...i am not a flirt and i treat every chance with yous eriously, maybe there might be misunderstandings but please believe me that my heart was filled to the brim by you already..

为你付出那种伤心你永远不了解 我又何苦勉强自己爱上你的一切 你又狠狠逼退 我的防备 静静关上门来默数我的泪

whenever i read something good, i want to share with you, any problems you encounter i would try to help you and i just hope that you can feel comfortable and happy with me so that things would slowly develop out..but maybe fate has a cruel twist that give me no time and that i have to confess so shortly even though when i leave, i leave to pursue my dream...maybe that is one challenge that i did not foresee...or naively thought we can overcome as long as we have an agreement, just like in drama or novel..but that is not true in reality..

如果大海能够唤回曾经的爱 就让我用一生等待 如果深情往事你已不再留恋 就让它随风飘远 如果大海能够带走我的哀愁 就像带走每条河流 所有受过的伤 所有流过的泪 我的爱 请全部带走

well..i know i will need sometime to recover and yup i know i will treat ypu as friends from now on, so do not worry and do not feel awkward..i really never ever regretted knowing you or even liking you even though it had only be unrequited...

please take care of yourself and i sincerely hope that u can stay happy and cheerful in your studies and also really if fate comes knocking on your door, i wish you all blessings...

i know time will heal all wounds but my heart has been broken so many times before already, now that it breaks, it will take sometime to heal...

ok i think i have emo enough already, time to stop griping and go exercise le =)

ciao, till the next time i blog again bah

lyrics of "Think of me"

Think of me, think of me fondly,
when we've said goodbye.
Remember me once in a while -
please promise me you'll try.
When you find that, once again, you long
to take your heart back and be free -
if you ever find a moment,
spare a thought for me

We never said our love was evergreen,
or as unchanging as the sea -
but if you can still remember
stop and think of me . . .

Think of all the things
we've shared and seen -
don't think about the way things
might have been . . .

Think of me, think of me waking,
silent and resigned.
Imagine me, trying too hard
to put you from my mind.
Recall those days
look back on all those times,
think of the things we'll never do -
there will never be a day,
when I won't think of you . . .

我竟然没有调头 最残忍那一刻
静静看你走 一点都不像我
原来人会变得温柔 是透澈的懂了
爱情是流动的 不由人的
何必激动着要理由

相信你只是怕伤害我 不是骗我
很爱过谁会舍得
把我的梦摇醒了 宣布幸福不会来了
用心酸微笑去原谅了 也翻越了
有昨天还是好的
但明天是自己的
开始懂了 快乐是选择

i dunno maybe i should learn from this song and find a way out of the deep crevice that i am in now..and crawl out from the hurt and face life again. most impt i should stop thinking abt you..so that there will be an end bah

The best thing 'bout tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before?
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed, but I have loved you from the start

Oh, but hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible

So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in, I'm yours to keep
And hold on to your words 'cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight when you're asleep

Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find

Tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

this is the song that is playing on my head now with this other song:

What’s somebody like you, doing in a place like this?
Say did you come alone, or did you bring all your friends?
Say what's your name, what you drinkin,
I think I know what you're thinking.
Baby what’s your sign?
Tell me yours, I’ll tell you mine.
Say what’s somebody like you, doing in a place like this?
(1, 2, 3, come on!)

I’ll never be the same (if we ever meet again)
Won’t let you get away (say if we ever meet again)
This freefall (ahh), got me so (ohh), kiss me all night
Don't ever let me go.
I’ll never be the same (if we ever meet again)

Oohh, oohh say if we ever meet again

Do you come here much? I swear I’ve seen your face before. (beforeee, yeah)
Hope you don’t see me blush, but I can’t help but want you more, more.
Baby tell me what’s your story, I ain’t shy and don’t you worry.
I’m flirting with my eyes, wanna leave with you tonight.
Do you come here much? I gotta see your face some more.
Some more cause baby I,

I’ll never be the same (if we ever meet again)
Won’t let you get away (say if we ever meet again)
This freefall (ahh), got me so (ohh), kiss me all night
Don't ever let me go.
I’ll never be the same (if we ever meet again)

If we ever meet again, I’ll have so much more to say. (if we ever meet again)
If we ever meet again, I won’t let you go away. (if we ever meet again)
If we ever, ever meet again, I’ll have so much more to say. (if we ever meet again)
If we ever, ever meet again, I won’t let you go away.

I’ll never be the same (if we ever meet again)
Won’t let you get away (say if we ever meet again)
This freefall (ahh), got me so (ohh), kiss me all night
Don't ever let me go.
I’ll never be the same (if we ever meet again)

I’ll never be the same (if we ever meet again)
Won’t let you get away (said if we ever meet again)
This freefall (ahh), got me so (ohh), kiss me all night
Don't ever let me go.
I’ll never be the same (say if we ever meet again)

if time can be turned back, there are many things that i would like to do..but time cannot be turned back..so guess i can only move on..i should be grateful that we are still friends..yup so guess i should smile and leave with all the fond memories bah

翻开随身携带的记事本
写着许多事都是关于你
你讨厌被冷落
习惯被守候
寂寞才找我
我看见自己写下的心情
把自己放在卑微的后头
等你等太久
想你泪会流
而幸福快乐是什么
爱的痛了
痛的哭了
哭的累了
日记本里页页执着
记载着你的好
像上瘾的毒药
它反复骗着我
爱的痛了
痛的哭了
哭的累了
矛盾心里总是强求
劝自己要放手
闭上眼让你走
烧掉日记重新来过
重新来过

i know i will shelf my memories some where

thanks for sharing such beautiful memories with me =) i have no regrets and yup thanks for finally replying

If you wander off too far, my love will get you home.
If you follow the wrong star, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
Get back on your feet and think of me.
My love will get you home, boy, my love will get you home.

If the bright lights blinds your eyes, my love will get you home.
If your troubles break your stride, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
Get back on your feet and think of me.
My love will get you home, boy, my love will get you home.

If you ever feel ashame, my love will get you home.
When there's only you to blame, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
Get back on your feet and think of me.
My love will get you home, boy, my love will get you home.

this is one of my all time favourites..

haha sometimes i do recycle the songs i post here but i think that's because i love them too much :) and yup i will learn to be optimistic..maybe as you move forward and never look back, you will never know that i will always be around waiting for you

but i know my love will get you home one day, not boy, but girl haha

刘若英---生日快乐完整版

生日快乐歌词

词∶林夕 曲∶陈辉阳

彷佛你就在我身边
等待了一年 又一年
对你的思念
三百六十五天
我只等 这一天
勇敢地把从前
情人节快乐
变成
祝你生日快乐

I LOVE YOU
说不出口的倾诉
I MISS YOU
让挂念 代替了 相处
瞬间是永远 谈情变祝福
可惜 甜言也带苦


I LOVE YOU
是最完美的结束
I MISS YOU
一辈子 靠今天 接触
瞬间是永远 谈情变祝福
可惜 都於事无补

今夜 有人陪你庆祝
不枉 我一年的孤独
请你 原谅我 不多写一个字
像 普通人糢糊
多一字 多份痛
今夜 我不想哭
Happy Birthday To You
Happy Birthday To You

yup i don't think she even know this place so yeah but i feel like singing this song for her.

anyway come 30 august i will be going back to taiwan, i will definitely miss my friends, the environment and food here.

oh well all good things come to an end and the end beckons to me now so yup i hope that i can find new friends in taiwan as well :)

a book once said that if you manage to fold an A4 size paper into half 7 times on valentine's day, your wish will come true..

will my wish come true if i manage to fold the paper into half 7 times..

you are the water and i am the fish living in it..my life has always been reconstructed around you, ever since we met, even though that was only a short while ago..

i guess what i can do best is to wait..wait here for you so that one day when you realise it, i am still here waiting for you

even when the flood came as you ignored me continuously, i will just hold on to the pillar of life and wait for you to turn back..

maybe you will call me foolish..and i am indeed, never understanding what you say..but even so, i would just keep your words with me, and never forget..

i always believe in what you say, but when my sky fell, would you even be here for me? you told me some things which i hold to be true but then teh next minute, my sky came crashing down as you go back on your words..but to me i think it is just that i don't understand bah

从那遥远海边,

慢慢消失的你,

本来模糊的脸,

竟然渐渐清晰.

想要说些什么,

却不知如何说起,

只有把它放在心底.

茫然走在海边,

看那潮来潮去,

徒劳无功想把,

每朵浪花记清.

想要说声爱你,

却被吹散在风里,

猛然回头你在哪里.

如果大海能够，

换回曾经的爱,

就让我用一生等待.

如果深情往事,

你已不再留恋,

就让它随风飘远.

如果大海能够带走我的哀愁,

就象带走每条河流,

所有受过的伤,

所有流过的泪,

我的爱~~~ 请全部带走.

let it be over and i should think i will trust myself bah